Nervous breakdown?

First off lets start with everything that has happend since the start of 2008 Jan 24 I had my son Sidney. Feb 1 I went back to work after having a c-section. My job laid me off yesterday. My gas is on disconnect and supposed to be disconnected tommrow I went to the trustees and got some help but they said it would be 3 days and they wont pay the reconnect fee of 58 dollars. I also cant use energy istance anymore because I used it month before last. My mother is living with me and not working. My step-son came to my house with scabies and I had no idea, then his mom wouldnt come get him for 4 days. My car broke down and needs a fuel pump which is between 200-800 dollars some have said I can get it off the internet for 80 dollars but I would still have to pay someone to install it. I dont have 3.00 dollars to my name in the bank so I am not able to catch the bus. My childs father got locked up today because someone stole his credit card and he beat the guy up. He also got called for a interview I already have food stamps and wic I filed unemployment when I was six months pregnant. And I got laid off because there wasnt enough revenue coming to the business. My brother was shot two weeks ago seven times. His girlfriend would not tell us where the funeral was going to be held just found out it was today i cant stop crying I wanted to see him one last time and for the horrible people on here that think I am lying because my internet is on well let me tell you my mother was paying for it now she has no job and hasnt since my son was born it will be getting shut off shortly. I really dont want pity either I just feel alone. I have no one me and my mother argue all the time and have since I was 12 she hasnt even hugged me in three years. Im an only child my mother is all I have now that my boyfriend is gone.